Deeds in Grey Areas

When we are faced with grey areas to question our deeds...when we are unable to identify the answers we are looking for in the Quran, STOp....listen to the self. But if the mind is using its rational thoughts to reason things out, then STOp, ask for His guidance. His guidance will come in all avenues we can never imagine. When He has revealed to us, the conscious is clear. We are in no doubt anymore to identify the right from the wrong. For..."Pabila datang yang Haq, Yang Bathil akan musnah"

His revelations...

"Beware, O brother, of doing in secret that which if seen by people, would make you ashamed and worried about being censured"
-The Book of Assistance, Imam Abdallah Ibn Alawi Al-Haddad

" When you do some sins, you are oppressing your soul. Your pleasingly desire is happy but after that your soul will regret. Because syaitan will make a struggle between the body and soul."
-You Must Visit Your Shaykh, Mawlana Shaykh Hashim Kabbani

"When they are oppressed to themselves, they come to you Ya Muhammad"..... He was here just now. I am recharged.

Ros.R is happy again.

Simply Pleasurable

I saw a rainbow just now and caught a snap of it resting heavenly on my palm. It left a therapeutics effect after a long day at work. Just reminded me of the simple pleasures in life. My my heart is contented....Subhanallah. I just stood there frozen, tongue tight, though the heart is not.

Simple Pleasures...

• My family
  
• Parents' and Obek's blessings
• Being with my love ones
  
• Knowing that my love ones are all right
  
• Knowing that He is here with me
• Meeting my Messenger
  
• Curling next to mom or granny
  
• Looking over the rainbow
• Looking at the clouds
• Looking at the full moon
• At dawn break and sunset
• Going home
• Keeping away from the workplace
  
• Resting my back on the bed after a nice bath from a day at work
  
• A smile...especially a dimply smile..:)
  
• Light rain and soft breeze touching the skin
• The smell of a freshly cut grass on a wet day
  
• The laughter of a baby
• The innocent smell of a baby
• A child-like innocence
• The taste and smell of a hot brewed coffee on a rainy day
• A soft-heart for compassion
• A complete solitude of peace in the heart
  
• Gifts of sense and health
• Walking on the clouds
  
• Love which warms my heart

Ros.R is flying

Scrapping Quotes

Sis said I have a lifetime collection of scrapping materials. I thought I would put them into good use. I feel like forming a scrapbook of all the quotes which bring meaning to me in this journey...something which can act as a reminder for me to stay in the track.

These are in my shopping basket to start the project:

1. moleskine
2. Ixus
3. photo printer

Playing my latest fav song and music video..

Its The LoveBug Again

Ros.R's inspirational quote: "Duniaku, akhiratku"

Whats About Love

Alhamdullilah is the only word which is said...for Allah has elevated the pain..He knows how much I could bear. Its a sign of His love..subhanallah.

He guides me to these sites of knowledge..

• A sign that Allah loves you
• Love leads to Obedience

Recognising

Recognising life starts after my graduation. Thats when I recognise the world is a stage for actors and how pain feels. As far back as 2000, I have been recognising pain. How it feels and how much it has pierced. It has been a second nature to me by now. Happiness does not come from the pretty accessories Earth has to offer. Back last month, it struck me hard that all the pretty materials I owe do not mean much to me as compared to the blessings I get from God himself, my parents and obek. The basic necessities are just what I need. I have seen that yearning more for materials than whats necessary blurred the nurr residing in the heart. The only speck of happiness I feel comes from unconditional love. Its showered by them.

Right now, I need to listen closely. Tunes playing are not merry. Do I continue to listen to hope or listen to the signs? I am torn. Many a time, I have betrayed the self for the sake of listening to hope. Things often ended up lousy. Fools are those who refused to follow for what has been showed to them. I did not know where to put my expectations. Its best to leave it to Him and also to accept with an open heart. All best decision lies in His hands.

Right now, I pray..I don't have to feel that familiar piercing pain striking through the heart again. Its painful right through the core.

Ya Habibi La