I didn't know what is happening to me. However I seem to have drifted far away from where I was before. I take my hats off for those whom are so well-disciplined and persevere to have their focus in mind. One thing for sure, I didn't want to continue adrift like this...far away from the safety zone. Some time ago, I thought its other people who could guide and save me. Now, I know for sure who can help me. Its not other people anymore cause I have all of them beside me. The others are waiting to embrace and help me up only when I have saved myself. Now, its left to only me and only myself who should get my soul back safely..else, nothing could save me from falling futher into the black hole. And I am not doing this only for myself, but also for my generation to come. Ros praying..Amin...Al-Imran,8
